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Last Confessional
03:42
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This is my last confessional,
And I swear I've learned my lesson well..
This feeling entangles me,
It steals my thoughts and it never leaves
I thought I stood a chance all along, where did I go wrong?
A lifeless place left inside of me,
Now its filling up with blood, and a little bit of greed.
I can't believe it came to this, I just lost my grip
This is my last confessional
And I swear I've learned my lesson well
Now I can feel him pulling at my sleeve
Dragging me down while my
Underneath is exposed out in the open
Who knew I was this broken?
Is this really what I became?
Hard headed after all the choices that I made.
This is my last confessional
And I swear I've learned my lesson well.
So smother me with your melody
Until it gets stuck in my head and its all that I can sing.
You know I'll spread these words through every heart felt verse.
And read my lips I'm not lip-synching this.
This is my distraction and I'll seal it with a kiss.
Its all thats left of me, if you don't like it then you'd better leave.
This is my last confessional
And I swear I've learned my lesson well
Now I can feel him pulling at my sleeve
Dragging me down while my
Underneath is exposed out in the open
Who knew I was this broken?
Is this really what I became?
Hard headed after all the choices that I made.
This is my last confessional
And I swear I've learned my lesson well.
And now I can feel him pulling at my sleeve
Dragging me down while my
Underneath is exposed out in the open
Who knew I was this broken?
Is this really what I became,
Hard headed after all the choices that I made.
This is my last confessional
And I swear I've learned my lesson well.
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2. |
Find Me
03:13
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What a year, what a year
The things I knew suddenly disappeared
But I forced them out, its my fault after all
I just can't seem to believe
I'm blessed right now, lucky for what I know
It may sound greedy, but there must be more than this
Just let me go, Let me go
You've held on for too long
I'll find my way, find my way
I'll find my own direction
Out of here I'll do just fine, or so I think
Will I do fine? Where the hell should I go?
I'm lost again
Can someone please find me
Again I'm in a place
Too far to grasp but close enough to taste
What does that even mean?
Does it mean that I, I am stuck
I'm caught up in a social savvy groove
Is this where I need to be?
Just let me go, Let me go
You've held on for too long
I'll find my way, find my way
I'll find my own direction
Out of here I'll do just fine, or so I think
Will I do fine? Where the hell should I go?
I'm lost again
Can someone please find me
So here I am, So messed up
Taking my time, Waiting it out
Should I be waiting? Or have I been here too long?
Am I following my heart?
Living the life or loving the lie?
I feel light headed, can I just catch my breath?
Let me go, Let me go
You've held on for too long
I'll find my way, find my way
I'll find my own direction
Good things come to those who wait
Unless those waiting are scared of fate
I can't see clear, will I ever find myself?
I need some help, can I get out of this wreck?
Dear God please, tell me what I'm supposed to be
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3. |
Crusade
03:21
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If you could take a walk with me, just to see things how I see
Then you would see there's more to me, than what I might present myself to be
I am a lover's loss and lost is something quite familiar to my name
My blood is burning up, my heart is racing sending fire through my veins
Because this time it is not my fault, no my pulsating organ's not to blame
How can I, how can I
try to fix this broken heart?
When what is to fix was perfect from the start
This is more, this is more
Than forcing love and lust apart.
This is a crusade, a battle of the heart
Of my heart
My stinging feeling stomach pain is not some illness I have obtained
No its a product born of this emotional cause-effect campaign
But you're not fooling anyone, you are the villain trying to sink the sun
What useless evidence have you compiled to prove your innocence again?
Because this time it was not my fault, no my pulsating organ's not to blame
And we know beggars can't be choosers, but you're choosing sinners over saints again.
How can I, how can I
try to fix this broken heart?
When what is to fix was perfect from the start
This is more, this is more
Than forcing love and lust apart.
This is a crusade, a battle of the heart
Of my heart, Of my heart
That can tell love and lust apart
That is perfect and was perfect from the start
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I feel just like a drug,
I've got you so high and in love
Into your veins can you feel the rush.
Oh good god, Oh good god
yeah you know it feels so good
It feels so good
Hit after hit, do me like you should.
Now take a breath, now take a breath
Cause I'm filling your lungs up with confidence
Don't worry this should only take a second
I feel just like a drug,
I've got you so high and in love
Into your veins can you feel the rush
I am that sticky slow addiction
and I've got you so close
to the aftershock of an overdose
So you think I cant, you think I can't
Fill your head up with more nonsense, with more nonsense
Well grab the needle and lets put this to the test
We'll concentrate
I'm in your brain
Sit back, relax
hallucinate
So you still think
There's no such thing
as loosing yourself to somebody
I feel just like a drug,
I've got you so high and in love
Into your veins can you feel the rush
I am that sticky slow addiction
and I've got you so close
to the aftershock of an overdose
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5. |
Back to Life
06:36
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It seems like every day I wait
With a chip on my shoulder in the worst kind of way
So I stuff the pillow over my face
Climbing out of bed is like climbing up
A never ending set of stairs heading straight towards the sun
And I know when I get close
I'll just burn up
I've got this illness I cannot shake
I'm a kid in the cold trying to outrun the rain
And these dark clouds go on for days
My mind is stuck in this mental maze
I'm as lost as the stars in the middle of the day
And sunset looks hours away
Oh Lord, another second I can't afford
Collapsed, broken down on the floor
Loosing grip, giving in I don't care what's in store
It's not like I didn't try to rid myself of this selfish disguise
So if there's still a chance will you bring me back to life
All by myself, no helping hand
I'm as lonely as a lake in this dry desert sand
Just a mirage, never stood a chance
Well time to go, I'll go out like a ghost
Spend the rest of my days haunting your homes
By the way, thanks for the rose
Oh Lord, another second I can't afford
Collapsed, broken down on the floor
Loosing grip, giving in I don't care what's in store
It's not like I didn't try to rid myself of this selfish disguise
So if there's still a chance will you bring me back to life
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6. |
Bonus Track - Untitled
03:53
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Keep me up here, keep me up all night
Hold me close and hold me tight
Let's just fall asleep to the TV
I don't care if you catch me staring
There's no lie, my eyes won't tell em'
No it's pretty simple, I'm falling hard for you
Tonight my dear
I know tomorrow you have to leave
But don't you worry, don't even start
There's no distance that could pull us apart
Take this sweater it will keep you warm
When you feel down, just put it on
Let it be your armor, let it keep you safe from harm
And if you miss me, listen closely
I wrote you this song, to put me right back into your arms
A lullaby for you, so that when you go,
yeah you'll know, I miss you too
There's no place I'd rather be
Than right here, just you and me
I honestly, have never felt this right
About something in my life
So when the morning comes, don't say goodbye
Just kiss me tonight
I'll see you soon
And if you miss me, listen closely
yeah if you miss me, listen closely
I wrote you this song, to put me right back into your arms
A lullaby for you, so that when you go,
yeah you'll know, yes you'll know
I wrote you this song, to put me right back into your arms
A lullaby for you, so that when you go,
yeah you'll know, I miss you too
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